Sunday, May 22, 2011

home

Another summer day has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome, I wanna go home
Maybe surrounded by a million people I
Still feel all alone, I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two, "'I'm fine baby how are you?"
Well, I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat and you deserve more than that
Another airplane, another sunny place I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home, I've got to go home

Chorus
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I gotta come home
Let me go home
I've had my run, baby I'm done
I wanna come home

Verse 2
And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream, but you always believed in me
Another winter day has come and gone away
In neither Paris nor Rome and I wanna go home
I miss you, you know

Chorus
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby I'm done
I wanna go home
Let me go home
It'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

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i wanna say:
i definitely sure tat tis song---- home by westlife
will totally fit my feelings n my situation in matriculation.

so,tis song will no doubt be my ringtone o msg alert for a week or more~

just wish tat i can cope well n live a happy life!

ok,i should stop talking nonsenses n get ready of my luggages!
bye!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

i am leaving~ but not yet ready!

going to kolej matrikulasi melaka next monday [23 mei2011]
argh~~~~~~ and tis is an offer of JPA!
so,i am a JPA's scholar studying in matrik, so lucky ==ll
it become the hot topic in newspapers this few days~


just ignore my facebook status or blog update start from next week,
is a wise choice~
it will all abt homesick homesick n HOMESICK!
but i wont bring laptop thr,so i will lost my source of entertainment.
is thr anything fun for a playful girl like me to play at KMM?

two picture above is a part of matriculation text book which i borrow form my lovely sis,
thx jie ying! ^^
i am not tat hard-working,i just keep these books as references/safety precautions,
so i won't touch them until i am forced to XD


as many of us going to study.
my national serive's family at banting gether again.
tis time is BBQ!


i love seafood!


anyway,
all the best in our study everyone!
[actually many ppl already studying,but i just gonna start ><]
good luck!


p/s:
i hate to pack up luggage, so many things!
wish to lend a truck n move my room to KMM!
n the feel when packing luggage is really sad, the feel of leaving home,
like the 2nd time going to national service....
tears drops on my luggage bags!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

ns--wira jaya

i saw a scar on my leg T^T it brought back the memory in my national service.
so i wanna write it down at here!

there was an activity called "WIRA JAYA" which all of us needed to camping in forest for 2days 1 night.
early in the morning,we had jungle trekking.
tat kind like walking in the jungle feeling scared n worry.
accompany me is the sound of my teammates screaming n sobbing. n maybe some insects sound X)
long walk abt 1 hours.the weather is fine,not so hot. but the problem is our bag were so heavy!
road too slippery n muddy,sometime still needed to cross the river!


finally we reached the campsite,i wanna cry.
u know wat? the campsite is just beside our dorm. if we walk out from the dorm straight away,we can just reach in less than 5 minutes! i can actually go back to my dorm hav a bath n sleep on the bed.
so we just wasted our time walk into the jungle n find out this heart-broken truth.
we don't even need to cook,cause canteen will send our foods here...
ok,just an experience n adventure~



then we start to set up our tent.it just 4 pieces of cloth tie together n held up by some sticks.


see? that night rain pours down,luckily not a heavy rain.so i just wet my trousers ><


i slept with them based on the concept of 1 malaysia.



we started decorating our campsite with "forest stuff" like leaves, twigs,branches,flowers.....
for example:
however,these things finally end up in rubbish bin.
those jurulatih try to punish us if we din't clear up our campsite before we leave.
n our decorating item is consider rubbish. so we get 3o times of piti sepuluh.( don't know wat is tis? i will show u if have chance)
tell me how to clean up all the leaves or twigs in a forest?
it may need a bulldozer or something like tis.



actually the main activity in campsite is stay in ur tent n don't simply get out.
so i just talked with my friends n sleep.
at night,they went for a competition like "kelapa emas" or "kepala emas".
i didn't take part,i want to sleep.
i woke up at 2am in the midnight to take turn for my duty-be the safety guard at my campsite.
alarm rang sudddenly,everyone must wake up to gather.
all were so frustrated to get out from dream in 2am.



a really memorable incident:
i felt very itchy in my leg. n i got a bad feeling.
when i check my leg,a fat n ugly creature fell down.
i SCREAMED!!!
i am glad tat my friend killed tat creature for me.
my leg was left with pieces of tissue paper to stop the bleeding.
i really had lost so much blood. I'd rather donate to hospital.
ok,maybe tis creature need my tasty blood as food to survive.
so, LEECH,U OWE ME!!!!!!!!

warning:pregnant woman,chilren, weak heart,stop scrolling down!

ya,tat is my blood.i got 3 or 4 pieces of tissue like tis.
a malay girl tried to help me stop the bleeding by tying a rope round my leg.
it was so tight tat i would have died if was tied around my leg.
so i threw tat rope away ><

next moring,we walked back our dorm straight away,not through the jungle.
we reached within 5 minutes!

Sunday, May 1, 2011

yes,matriculation!


i think i should remember this logo.though is not attractive
most probably i will spend my next 12 months in this place,if nothing goes wrong.
ya, congratulation to myself that had successfully applied matriculation.
there were a number of people wish me n gratz me.tq!
but i asked them silly question like:how u know i got matric?
in fact, i am the one who announce it on my facebook status ><"

i wonder wat is the life n advantages of matric??

yoko lee wan xin and candy lim,is there really a thing called fate(缘分)exist between us??


there is still a couple of week before the registration day of matric on 23rd may.
i still have no idea wat should prepare.
but the main thing is,i must get my P license!!! it is a must!
this is a next challenge in my life after SPM,after 4 months of harmony n leisure.
great pressure n tension!
i just start having driving class for 2 times.
my trainer say: ur stereng sangat teruk!
then a guy drove behind me said that i drive like i am drunk ><
he not dare to drive behind me,and i drive so slow.
k, now the problem is i dun have enough time to learn.
n i am not tat kind of driving expert o genius tat can learn everything by the very first time.
n i had only 1 chance to go JPJ test. if fail............... [oh~pls dun FAIL!]



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that fellow,miss tan hui bing suddenly "flew" back to banting.
n i got her appointment in midnight.
so, we went to mamak shop,yu chen join too.
just normal girl talk. LONG TALK. endless talk!


honestly,the moment we say"goodbye".
i was trying hard to hold back my tears.
i know that tis time is our REAL separation. T^T
everyone gonna go study(include me) ,
no more free time,really don't know when will us meet again.
ok,is our future.so we must just go for it, fighting!